bbonta

Omg. i couldnt even remember that i had one of these.
so the thing is , i was going through some xangas, then i felt the need to use live journal, then i was gonna make one, but i checked to see if my sign in worked before i created one, and guess what. It did, i was pretty shocked

well im in Peru right now, im just like chilling back.. i wonder how many peoeple have live journal

- B. Bonta

well i dont know why i feel this way if i have so many things that i thought i needed but their is really something missing cuz i feel like if i was that little boy who didnt get his lolly pop at the store....
i dont know for some reason im getting really unhappy

"Something's Missing" :

"I'm not alone, I wish I was.
Cause then I'd know, I was down because
I couldn't find, a friend around
To love me like, they do right now.
They do right now.

I'm dizzy from the shopping malls
I searched for joy, but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

When autumn comes, it doesnt ask.
It just walks in, where it left you last.
And you never know, when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart:

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness.
For loneliness like this.

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Something's different
And i don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

Friends -check- Money -check-
A well slept -check- Opposite sex -check- Guitar -check- Microphone -check- Messages waiting for me, when i come home
-check-

How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries
What do you think it means

How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries
What do you think it means"

- if u had a puppy and u loved it, then u just gave it away, but secretly that puppy didnt love u anymore and felt bad being with u, and later that puppy found a new owner that it loves more and it feels better with... if u were that person that gave away the puppy is that puppy worth crying for?? .....
(if u arent stupid then u will understand that)


-Ben&Niki.. 1-11-05

-Bennett Bonta (jesus spell it write next time)